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Kakorrhaphiophobia

Kakorrhaphiophobia is the fear of failure or defeat. Is it emotional failure or defeat or is it just a physical aspect? Whatever it is, it is killing me.
I tell myself that I love her and she loves me. Is this what love is? Living in fear of being defeated emotionally. I wish Heartbreak was another pain you can get use to.
It'd make life a lot easier. I question my existence, am I meant to be here? Is this who I am supposed to be? I look at her pictures. I love her, I love her, I love her.

Nothing, nothing at all; makes the past go away. Letting it go you say? What if she hurts me, what if I

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That is the sound of my battle
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My dear Clarabell LeeI haven't wrote in a while and a few things.
Lee isn't a guy, it's a girl and I got the idea from Edgar Allen Poe's "Annabell Lee" (I used the name Clarabell Lee instead of Annabell Lee) Poem. I also referenced Edgar Allen Poe's "The Raven". Also Columbine was a high-school shooting done in the United States. =============================================================
His tears starts to fall "Maybe" he says, "it's another Columbine." He prays and prays hoping it's not another masquerade. His gaze locks to the window where the moonlight shines.
Is this the good-bye of his Clarab My dear Clarabell Lee
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To you, Carhel.Note: I haven't done this in a while so forgive me. ==========================================

The fire still burns within me.

The war still raging.
As I walk, my mind sadly does not sway away from you.

Lust or love?

Happiness or Hatred?

Me or you?

Him or me?
Are choices liberties?

No, to me.

They seem like curses.

Moving on, I've thought about it.

Can I? I don't think I can.
Can this explain anything?

I'll let your mind stroll. To you, Carhel.
by ~Adel-Dale

Bitches be crazy.You help someone.

They appreciate it.

They say you didn't help them.

You cry.

They bitch.

Bitches be crazy.

Fin. Bitches be crazy.
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Jan. 10th; sunny.

Sat Jan 10, 2009, 8:16 AM

Well, today is the 10th. It's very sunny out today. I wonder if she still remembers what I told her (oh and on a side note, "she" represents this wonderful woman i've met) hopefully she has. I haven't talked to her in a while but I wonder if she remembers. Truth of it is, I haven't seen her; not at all. Well I mean I have seen pictures of her but I don't know. I'm just glad to have talked to her again. I pretty much woke up really early around 7:40. Heh; I wonder what time is it where lives. Ah, how I wish I could just hold her. Mmmm, it's probably nothing but I don't know. I wonder if she'll ever like me the way I like her.

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Mood: Alienated
Listening to: Samson by Regina Spektor

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I'm 16 now, and a junior in high-school. I'm just trying to make my way up the ranks

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Current Residence: Las Vegas
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
Print preference: (I have no idea what this means)
Interests: Music,Love,Life,Games,Emotions,Movies.
Favourite movie: V for Vendetta/The Patriot
Favourite band or musician: Billy Talent
Favourite genre of music: Techno/Trance/DDR(?dunno if thats different)/Rock(Alternative or classic)
Favourite artist: N/A
Favourite poet or writer: Nancy Werlin
Favourite photographer: N/A
Favourite style of art: Any.
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: N/A
Wallpaper of choice: o.O Anything that fits my theme
Skin of choice: Lassekong83 skin's
Favourite game: Call of Duty 1 version 1.5
Favourite gaming platform: PC
Favourite cartoon character: Goku!
Personal Quote: Actions matter nothing unlike your intentions-Adel.
Tools of the Trade: Mind,Body and Soul.